Wow... After looking back at my blog, i realised that i didn't post for nearly 3 months. Yah. Busy with school. Girlfriend, project, report, assignment... Now it is my one week break. A short summary... Chinese New Year is quiet because i can't celebrate this year. Then comes V day... It was great as me my girl went to watch Break Out! Korean break dance performance. It was super nice. Of coz on the day i got everything ready. Roses, present and chocolate. Everything comes close to perfect only for the present. Sorry that it was a last minute thing.

So then was CA, super stress. Two in one day. Lucky one of them is easy. Heehee. But the other one? Gone... Nevermind. Now is to accompany my girl a bit more and catch up with my work. must work hard... Aim for a higher CGPA...

Soon will be my girl's birthday. Hai... No idea what to get for her. Got to do some research on the web... See ya...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Make way for 2009... So happy that i start this year with a bang at the Marina Bay Countdown. It is super duper crowded. My fault for not buying the tickets and went for the cheapo choice, standing in the crowd. A lot of people from other countries. Mainly from India and China. Squeeze and push. I understand they just want to feel at home. Testing the limit of our bridge. And our bridge done us proud by not collapsing.

So let start talking about m New Year's Eve. Meet my girl at her work... Bought her a packet of frieds, hungry hungry. Wait for bus to take to Marina Square. Saw her relative? Maybe... Reach Marina Square, wanted to eat HotPot, but but but... I saw it was manage by Ra Jar Inn so I change my mind quickly. We went to a Japanese restaurant. I shall not mention the name as I have some other comments.

In the restaurant, we place our order. We order pizza to enjoy to together. There are two sizes, M and R. And M is cheaper than R. Can other tell me what is size M and R? I didn't read the menu carefully, indeed a hungry person can't think well. M is for Mini and R is for Regular. Oh my god. I tell the waitress I want a Medium. So shame shame. Haha... So this is where my girl start laughing. It is sea waves, one comes another... As we order hot green tea, as it is free flow, my girl intend to drink to it fullest. So i commented, $1 drink become $1.50. Then she laugh laugh laugh. Very funny... Later she notice that all the waitress wears slippers and start laughing. (Yes she is in the mood for New Year, very happy one) I too start giggling and see every waitress' slippers. Then comes the manager, and luckily he wears shoes. Hahaha. So i told my girl, later when i ask for bill, i will peek at the waitress feet, to see if she also wear slippers. Indeed she is wearing one. Hahaha. Can't stop laughing. Maybe it is their uniform(Hope so).

After that we walk around Marina Square and then head to the "side" of the floating platform. As we were early, so went inside the Espanada to see see. Sit down at the side of the stair. Play NDS. Then a big group of malays crowd around and they scare the hell of us. Because I can't said it here. If you want to know, msg me or msn me. I will tell you.

As time goes closer to midnight we squeeze into crowd, being push by very friendly people from different world. I was piss and angry but my girl calm me, saying it is once a year event. True. So i cool down and waited 30min for the 10min firework. We were relatively close to the firework display. It is so beautiful that i don't know how to describle it. Being with my girl, saying goodbye to 2008 and hello 2009, i think it is worth it to squeeze through the crowd. After that we went home safe and sound, waking up and welcome the this year's first morning...

Happy New Year to my girl, my family, friends. May all your wishes come true. Hope there another $2 COE this year... Hahaha...

Yoz, long time no blog. Having a chalet with my family at changi village area. It is in a SAF chalet... Great view and great place to get away... It is by the beach. Double story chalet... Most of the photo taken is by my cousin. So i got no photo to share. Sian...

Let me have a quick review over these few weeks. My grandma had passed away for more than 49 days. My vegetarian days are over. But I will try to eat vegetarian once a while. On the 49th day, I went over to my uncle's place to do prayers and chanting. Stay over night there.

The next day whole family went SAF chalet near changi village. The place was great. It is by the beach. Beautiful breeze whole day long. What a getaway. Manage to convince my girl to come over on saturday and stay over. However my 1st night i ate Otah. A very very hot Otah. Oh my god. And then my stomach got tornado. Between 3am to 4am(I can't remember), I vomit le... My girl very sweet as usual. She look after me. Help me out in the toilet, doing a bit of cleaning. I am so ashame of myself to be in such an ugly state. Hai... Thanks dar for watching over me. I am so lucky to have you.

The next day, which is a sunday, whole family went to have dim sum. and explored changi village. Very nice town. Back to the chalet, enjoying sea breeze and I nap coz didn't sleep weel due to the vomit and all the snoring. Soon it is dinner time. After that send my dar out. Sob sob... Miss you le... So fast...

The next day I play mahjong... I didn't game for 16 rounds. Oh my god. But in the end, I turn out to be second. They played point system. Then next day go home... Sian...

On the 24th dec, I went to my girl's friend place for christmas gathering. Nice place. Chat chat chat. Then we went to AMK hub and then hai... Don't talk...

Today, Merry Christmas. I went to my father's side family's chalet to eat and gather a bit. Nothing much as i was moody and sian... But things are getting better...

P.S
I want to spend the rest of the Christmas with you...

My birthday meal... Cook by .... ME... :(

Red Packets. On the left is from my grandmother gave me for my birthday.

On the right is an red packet given by my grandfather on behalf of my grandmother. It was her last birthday red packet.

These two photos are taken from Marina Jetty. My family went there to release lobsters to the sea via a boat. As a form of doing good deed to help my grandmother spiritually.

It has a been a long while ever since i last blogged. Had my birthday but if i could exchange this year's birthday with something, that would be my grandmother's health, her smile, her everything. I would dare to say that i am the luckiest grandchild born in this family. Anyone disagree that talk to me in my face. It goes way back when i was a little boy. 2years old? My mum and dad back then was busy working earning a living. And my grandmother together with my grandfather look after me. I was living with my grandparents and uncles and aunt at Bukit Ho Swee.

During my K1, by the way i didn't go to nursery. Poor family back then. So my grandfather always bring me to PAP for class and back home. Sometimes before going home, he will bring me eat fishball noodles. One event that my grandmother could not forget is that there was once at the staircase at our block, i told my grandmother to walk down carefully. She was so happy and proud that she start telling my mum, my dad, and uncles, and aunt, not sure if she told the neighbour. As i grew up and going into primary sch, school bus comes in. During those days, i always look forward to Sunday. Why? Coz grandmother and grandfather would go to Chinatown, Hua Yuan Hui Guan. It is some kind of Chinese club, has to do with their hometown in China. So my grandmother will go down every Sunday to play mahjong with her friends. So lucky me, i get to go there. It was an average size "shop house" size with second floor. So there is a staircase. So little children like me, loves to play staircase. I didn't really explore the second floor. So what was my grandfather doing at Hua Yuan Hui Guan? He would be watching Chinese chess game. As time goes by, i grew bored of the place. In the end, my grandfather would bring to Chinatown OG to see TOYS!!! Oh my god... So happy. I can spend hours and hours just looking at toys and not buying. Coz i know that my family is not wealthy. Just seeing these toys makes me very happy. I never ask my grandparent to buys toys for me. My toys normally is rewarded after injection. Sometimes my grandfather goes to the oldest Chinatown coffee shop to chit chat with his friends. Often talk about how bad the government is... So now me too complaining about our system. Times fly like bullets. my grandmother stopped play mahjong, as more grandchildren to look after (i guess maybe)... But my grandfather still goes down to chit chat. So like i said, as time goes by, many things happen, i move to my current home, and my grandparents move to choa chu kang. Then my primary school move to choa chu kang too when i was primary 6. Lucky me, i got to stay with my grandparents. Then one day my grandmother ask me to go buy 4-D with her. So i said "ok lor". In the end, we landed at Lot 1 shopping centre's food court eating chicken rice. Yah, it was a secret between me and my grandmother. Now it is out. This happen a few times. Later i feel that we shouldn't go out and eat. My grandmother has not much money so it is not right for her to treat. And i always wanted to treat her chicken rice and i never had a chance. She always say that i am student. Wait till i work and stuff like that.

Time flies again, my grandmother blur vision kick in. Can't see things clearly. Grandmother started to lose freedom due to safety is concerned. So by then we didn't go out to eat chicken rice. I think this would be my greatest regret. Grandmother grew older and older each day. Maybe start to become nagging and stuff like that. But i still dote my grandmother. Just say "orh", "ok"...

Four years ago, she discovered that she had breast cancer. As she felt some lumps. After check up. It is confirmed, 3rd stage. Oh my god, it felt like doomsday for me and of coz my family. Luckily, a successful ops and she lived. We were overjoyed. But when she left the ops theatre, her pale face breaks my heart.

A few weeks back, my grandmother complain of her backache that was so bad that she couldn't sleep. So my uncle bring her for scan and to our horror, there is a cancer cell at her lower backbone. Final stage. Immediately hospitalise. And from then she become weaker and weaker each day. No mood to eat, and she become thiner and thiner. Condition was bad, unpleasant. The cancer cells had spreaded to her liver. And her liver is not working properly and cause the stomach to unable to drain out much water from it. Everynight is a painful night. It is a living hell for her. In the day, she has pain killer, so since she can't sleep at night, she sleeps in the day. Then she starts to complain and wanting to go home. But we need the nurses and doctors to look into her condition.

Two days back, the pain is beyond barely, and now she is on morphine. It is a kind of very very powerful drug that numbs away all pain. But i guess that this is a sign too. My uncle said try to take it positively and be strong. I tried very hard to be strong but everytime i see my grandmother i couldn't take it. I am reaching my limit. I can't bear to see what my grandmother is going through. I know i can't hope for her to recover as there is no way, what can i hope for? Recently, the doctor said that my grandmother maybe left about one to two weeks. Another impact to me. Tonight, my mum is staying over in the hospital with her. Moments ago, my mum sms me saying that the doctor has increase her morphine dosage from 0.5ml/hr to 1ml/hr. Does this means that doomsday is one step closer? I don't want to know. I am too afraid to know. I need strength, a lot of strength...

Sorry that i didn't blog, studying, playing, and facebooking... Have anyone wonder what is the Pantene shampoo's song? Feel the rain on your skin... Sound great right? Got use their shampoo? If never their brand the song is still not nice enough. Haha. But i am using that shampoo thus the song is GREAT. I guess by now you might wonder if that is a actual song or just a random piece to suit the shampoo. If it is a full song, what is the title? Hee hee... Libraboi is here to tell you the title. If you already know then you very clever, always listen to radio...


Hope this song can brighten up your day. Ah girl pls study hard after you listen to this song... So must must study hard hard hard if i beat backside!!! Haha just kidding... Enjoy this song!!!

It has been a long time when i last blog. Super busy with report last week and three quizes this week. And this friday got chalet with my girl and her friends. Next week will be my holiday. Thinking that the holiday can spend more more time with my girl but i guess i really can't do so. Of coz i will still spend time with her but not as much as i expected that i could. Why? I have tons of tutorials to catch. Second, i got a lot of self revision, self learning to be done as for ALL my lectures i am lost. Very lost, i think can filmed Lost season 10. Modules like maths, themo and technology of materials. Sorry girl, i will plan out more time to pei you.
I blog until here, got to study or go sleep. Still got quiz coming up. Sian...

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Name: Wilfred aka Libraboi?
Interest: Squash, bowling
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Music I like : Eng & Chi Pop
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