libra world

2009-02-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

Wow... After looking back at my blog, i realised that i didn't post for nearly 3 months. Yah. Busy with school. Girlfriend, project, report, assignment... Now it is my one week break. A short summary... Chinese New Year is quiet because i can't celebrate this year. Then comes V day... It was great as me my girl went to watch Break Out! Korean break dance performance. It was super nice. Of coz on the day i got everything ready. Roses, present and chocolate. Everything comes close to perfect only for the present. Sorry that it was a last minute thing.

So then was CA, super stress. Two in one day. Lucky one of them is easy. Heehee. But the other one? Gone... Nevermind. Now is to accompany my girl a bit more and catch up with my work. must work hard... Aim for a higher CGPA...

Soon will be my girl's birthday. Hai... No idea what to get for her. Got to do some research on the web... See ya...

2009-01-01T18:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Make way for 2009... So happy that i start this year with a bang at the Marina Bay Countdown. It is super duper crowded. My fault for not buying the tickets and went for the cheapo choice, standing in the crowd. A lot of people from other countries. Mainly from India and China. Squeeze and push. I understand they just want to feel at home. Testing the limit of our bridge. And our bridge done us proud by not collapsing.

So let start talking about m New Year's Eve. Meet my girl at her work... Bought her a packet of frieds, hungry hungry. Wait for bus to take to Marina Square. Saw her relative? Maybe... Reach Marina Square, wanted to eat HotPot, but but but... I saw it was manage by Ra Jar Inn so I change my mind quickly. We went to a Japanese restaurant. I shall not mention the name as I have some other comments.

In the restaurant, we place our order. We order pizza to enjoy to together. There are two sizes, M and R. And M is cheaper than R. Can other tell me what is size M and R? I didn't read the menu carefully, indeed a hungry person can't think well. M is for Mini and R is for Regular. Oh my god. I tell the waitress I want a Medium. So shame shame. Haha... So this is where my girl start laughing. It is sea waves, one comes another... As we order hot green tea, as it is free flow, my girl intend to drink to it fullest. So i commented, $1 drink become $1.50. Then she laugh laugh laugh. Very funny... Later she notice that all the waitress wears slippers and start laughing. (Yes she is in the mood for New Year, very happy one) I too start giggling and see every waitress' slippers. Then comes the manager, and luckily he wears shoes. Hahaha. So i told my girl, later when i ask for bill, i will peek at the waitress feet, to see if she also wear slippers. Indeed she is wearing one. Hahaha. Can't stop laughing. Maybe it is their uniform(Hope so).

After that we walk around Marina Square and then head to the "side" of the floating platform. As we were early, so went inside the Espanada to see see. Sit down at the side of the stair. Play NDS. Then a big group of malays crowd around and they scare the hell of us. Because I can't said it here. If you want to know, msg me or msn me. I will tell you.

As time goes closer to midnight we squeeze into crowd, being push by very friendly people from different world. I was piss and angry but my girl calm me, saying it is once a year event. True. So i cool down and waited 30min for the 10min firework. We were relatively close to the firework display. It is so beautiful that i don't know how to describle it. Being with my girl, saying goodbye to 2008 and hello 2009, i think it is worth it to squeeze through the crowd. After that we went home safe and sound, waking up and welcome the this year's first morning...

Happy New Year to my girl, my family, friends. May all your wishes come true. Hope there another $2 COE this year... Hahaha...

2008-12-22T23:19:00.005+08:00

Yoz, long time no blog. Having a chalet with my family at changi village area. It is in a SAF chalet... Great view and great place to get away... It is by the beach. Double story chalet... Most of the photo taken is by my cousin. So i got no photo to share. Sian...

Let me have a quick review over these few weeks. My grandma had passed away for more than 49 days. My vegetarian days are over. But I will try to eat vegetarian once a while. On the 49th day, I went over to my uncle's place to do prayers and chanting. Stay over night there.

The next day whole family went SAF chalet near changi village. The place was great. It is by the beach. Beautiful breeze whole day long. What a getaway. Manage to convince my girl to come over on saturday and stay over. However my 1st night i ate Otah. A very very hot Otah. Oh my god. And then my stomach got tornado. Between 3am to 4am(I can't remember), I vomit le... My girl very sweet as usual. She look after me. Help me out in the toilet, doing a bit of cleaning. I am so ashame of myself to be in such an ugly state. Hai... Thanks dar for watching over me. I am so lucky to have you.

The next day, which is a sunday, whole family went to have dim sum. and explored changi village. Very nice town. Back to the chalet, enjoying sea breeze and I nap coz didn't sleep weel due to the vomit and all the snoring. Soon it is dinner time. After that send my dar out. Sob sob... Miss you le... So fast...

The next day I play mahjong... I didn't game for 16 rounds. Oh my god. But in the end, I turn out to be second. They played point system. Then next day go home... Sian...

On the 24th dec, I went to my girl's friend place for christmas gathering. Nice place. Chat chat chat. Then we went to AMK hub and then hai... Don't talk...

Today, Merry Christmas. I went to my father's side family's chalet to eat and gather a bit. Nothing much as i was moody and sian... But things are getting better...

P.S
I want to spend the rest of the Christmas with you...

2008-11-27T16:14:00.006+08:00

Hello Hello... I am back. Busy with several stuff after i last blog... My beloved grandmother who brought me up had passed away on 1st Nov 2008. Expecting my mum to break down and cry like waterfall but it turned out to be me crying like waterfall. I was in a total shock. And things happen so suddenly. Hai... Anyway, I am on vegeterian diet ever since my grandmother passed away, as a form of good deed and help my grandmother spiritually. It will last for 49day...

Next event is my exam. Tough semester. I wasn't able to focus on my study, keep thinking of my grandmother. Just study. Just go for exam. Just wait for result. Then just see how... I do hope that I can pass all my modules. It is tough. Especially the last paper which is an open book exam. Cannot finish. Sian. I wonder when my results are out. But now is holiday. Pack my stuff. There are some stuff that I need to do. Hope to have some time to relax and calm my soul...

Before my last post, I wanted to post pictures. So now after exam, I have all the time in the world to post... Yeah!!!

My birthday meal... Cook by .... ME... :(

My birthday cake from my mother bought from BREADTALK

Red Packets. On the left is from my grandmother gave me for my birthday.

On the right is an red packet given by my grandfather on behalf of my grandmother. It was her last birthday red packet.

These two photos are taken from Marina Jetty. My family went there to release lobsters to the sea via a boat. As a form of doing good deed to help my grandmother spiritually.

2008-10-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

It has a been a long while ever since i last blogged. Had my birthday but if i could exchange this year's birthday with something, that would be my grandmother's health, her smile, her everything. I would dare to say that i am the luckiest grandchild born in this family. Anyone disagree that talk to me in my face. It goes way back when i was a little boy. 2years old? My mum and dad back then was busy working earning a living. And my grandmother together with my grandfather look after me. I was living with my grandparents and uncles and aunt at Bukit Ho Swee.

During my K1, by the way i didn't go to nursery. Poor family back then. So my grandfather always bring me to PAP for class and back home. Sometimes before going home, he will bring me eat fishball noodles. One event that my grandmother could not forget is that there was once at the staircase at our block, i told my grandmother to walk down carefully. She was so happy and proud that she start telling my mum, my dad, and uncles, and aunt, not sure if she told the neighbour. As i grew up and going into primary sch, school bus comes in. During those days, i always look forward to Sunday. Why? Coz grandmother and grandfather would go to Chinatown, Hua Yuan Hui Guan. It is some kind of Chinese club, has to do with their hometown in China. So my grandmother will go down every Sunday to play mahjong with her friends. So lucky me, i get to go there. It was an average size "shop house" size with second floor. So there is a staircase. So little children like me, loves to play staircase. I didn't really explore the second floor. So what was my grandfather doing at Hua Yuan Hui Guan? He would be watching Chinese chess game. As time goes by, i grew bored of the place. In the end, my grandfather would bring to Chinatown OG to see TOYS!!! Oh my god... So happy. I can spend hours and hours just looking at toys and not buying. Coz i know that my family is not wealthy. Just seeing these toys makes me very happy. I never ask my grandparent to buys toys for me. My toys normally is rewarded after injection. Sometimes my grandfather goes to the oldest Chinatown coffee shop to chit chat with his friends. Often talk about how bad the government is... So now me too complaining about our system. Times fly like bullets. my grandmother stopped play mahjong, as more grandchildren to look after (i guess maybe)... But my grandfather still goes down to chit chat. So like i said, as time goes by, many things happen, i move to my current home, and my grandparents move to choa chu kang. Then my primary school move to choa chu kang too when i was primary 6. Lucky me, i got to stay with my grandparents. Then one day my grandmother ask me to go buy 4-D with her. So i said "ok lor". In the end, we landed at Lot 1 shopping centre's food court eating chicken rice. Yah, it was a secret between me and my grandmother. Now it is out. This happen a few times. Later i feel that we shouldn't go out and eat. My grandmother has not much money so it is not right for her to treat. And i always wanted to treat her chicken rice and i never had a chance. She always say that i am student. Wait till i work and stuff like that.

Time flies again, my grandmother blur vision kick in. Can't see things clearly. Grandmother started to lose freedom due to safety is concerned. So by then we didn't go out to eat chicken rice. I think this would be my greatest regret. Grandmother grew older and older each day. Maybe start to become nagging and stuff like that. But i still dote my grandmother. Just say "orh", "ok"...

Four years ago, she discovered that she had breast cancer. As she felt some lumps. After check up. It is confirmed, 3rd stage. Oh my god, it felt like doomsday for me and of coz my family. Luckily, a successful ops and she lived. We were overjoyed. But when she left the ops theatre, her pale face breaks my heart.

A few weeks back, my grandmother complain of her backache that was so bad that she couldn't sleep. So my uncle bring her for scan and to our horror, there is a cancer cell at her lower backbone. Final stage. Immediately hospitalise. And from then she become weaker and weaker each day. No mood to eat, and she become thiner and thiner. Condition was bad, unpleasant. The cancer cells had spreaded to her liver. And her liver is not working properly and cause the stomach to unable to drain out much water from it. Everynight is a painful night. It is a living hell for her. In the day, she has pain killer, so since she can't sleep at night, she sleeps in the day. Then she starts to complain and wanting to go home. But we need the nurses and doctors to look into her condition.

Two days back, the pain is beyond barely, and now she is on morphine. It is a kind of very very powerful drug that numbs away all pain. But i guess that this is a sign too. My uncle said try to take it positively and be strong. I tried very hard to be strong but everytime i see my grandmother i couldn't take it. I am reaching my limit. I can't bear to see what my grandmother is going through. I know i can't hope for her to recover as there is no way, what can i hope for? Recently, the doctor said that my grandmother maybe left about one to two weeks. Another impact to me. Tonight, my mum is staying over in the hospital with her. Moments ago, my mum sms me saying that the doctor has increase her morphine dosage from 0.5ml/hr to 1ml/hr. Does this means that doomsday is one step closer? I don't want to know. I am too afraid to know. I need strength, a lot of strength...

2008-09-29T20:49:00.007+08:00

Sorry that i didn't blog, studying, playing, and facebooking... Have anyone wonder what is the Pantene shampoo's song? Feel the rain on your skin... Sound great right? Got use their shampoo? If never their brand the song is still not nice enough. Haha. But i am using that shampoo thus the song is GREAT. I guess by now you might wonder if that is a actual song or just a random piece to suit the shampoo. If it is a full song, what is the title? Hee hee... Libraboi is here to tell you the title. If you already know then you very clever, always listen to radio...

Hope this song can brighten up your day. Ah girl pls study hard after you listen to this song... So must must study hard hard hard if i beat backside!!! Haha just kidding... Enjoy this song!!!

2008-09-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time when i last blog. Super busy with report last week and three quizes this week. And this friday got chalet with my girl and her friends. Next week will be my holiday. Thinking that the holiday can spend more more time with my girl but i guess i really can't do so. Of coz i will still spend time with her but not as much as i expected that i could. Why? I have tons of tutorials to catch. Second, i got a lot of self revision, self learning to be done as for ALL my lectures i am lost. Very lost, i think can filmed Lost season 10. Modules like maths, themo and technology of materials. Sorry girl, i will plan out more time to pei you.
I blog until here, got to study or go sleep. Still got quiz coming up. Sian...

2008-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello hello... I am here to blog something... I will not make my girl girl angry... If i make her angry i will die in her hands...

2008-08-21T19:36:00.004+08:00

It is a long time i last blogged. A bit busy. My timetable is packed. Now i start to feel like an engineer. The things that i study is so hard to understand but i do enjoy the content of the module (not the lecturers). Some lecturers are not as interesting as the module. Haha. Next week got class quiz for me. Lucky only one module for next week, Calculus for Science 1. Maths, i should be can make it. But i at the same time got another maths module, Mathematics 4, it is much much tougher to understand. Hai, self study self learn. This week was MAE week. Mechanical Aerospace engineering week. So i got goodies bag from my school. Heehee. Got shirt, pen, highlighter, paper, files (useful ^_^), magazine and NeWater(???). Today is union day, half day for me, in fact i only go school for one hour. Union day is for people to vote the clubs' president and stuff. Not my cup of tea. I believe it is not many people's cup of tea. Today school was quiet. Haha... However tomorrow will be the make up lesson. Sian... Friday leh, by right my lesson end at 1.30pm. But due to the make up, i going home at 4.30pm. Sob sob.

But i am excited for this Saturday, coz my girl and me will be celebrating not 4 not 5 but our SIXTH year anniversary. It is a long way. Usual stuff that i will be saying. Thanks for your understanding over these years. Sorry for the times that i upset you. This Saturday i came out with a simple plan. No more movie and makan for this anniversary. We will be going somewhere we never been before, although we should have gone there long ago. Sorry. Love you always. Hope that we can 天长地久，永不分开 ^_^

2008-08-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

My girl and I was once crazy one Jap drama. Absolute Boyfriend. And here is the MTV of the theme song, "Welcome Home". So sweet. So please play, listen, enjoy, although you may not understand the content. There is english subbed. Yeah?

2008-08-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

School has started. So happy and sad. Happy because school has started. Learn new stuff. Sad because the first few days, i couldn't get the elective that i want and now today, moments ago, i got it. Coz I am going to Minor in Mathematics, I need to take up the basic maths module. It seems hot favourite, don't know why. But now i got it. This semester will be tough.
Yesterday my family and i went to see my far away aunt and her family. And this my little cute cousin, Christian, 11, from Holland. Handsome young fellow. School started, got to work very hard... Cheers

2008-07-30T23:58:00.003+08:00

My girl's exams are over. Yeah yeah yeah!!! Now she is free again, stress free. On her last paper, she made a special request. Home cooked food. Ok so i cook, western food, fish and chip, cream soup and garlic bread. Although all is instant, need me to deep fried. It is my first time cooking at home, so worried that i might burnt down my flat. Hohoho... Below is my master piece.

So after lunch we went to Plaza Singapura, walk walk see see. Then play arcade and had dinner. As usual we are into our fav game, Mario Go kart! Then there got a new game, i call it the throw ball game. It is a big screen with targets, all we do is the throw balls at it, some targets are not meant to be thrown at, - points ;p Fun but arms will ache, need to exercise more. Lol. Great day... P.s Have you finish the cream puff? Don't keep too long...

Today I went back to school for a welcoming speech. Yah as you all may know, I got into MAE, School Mech enginneering. So got a speech plus can buy lecture notes. And you all should know, I am a green person, i will print from home. Only buy the needed one, lab manuals. Bought Subway as my light dinner, Yummy, 1st time manage to buy subway from school, as it is long quene everyday, sian... I believe it is cheaper than outside coz it is inside the school. Haha... I gonna enjoy my life with more healthy food.

It is not that I don't want to go for the trip, It is "You Know Who" don't give green light. Why must you be so over upset? I understand that you really wish me to come, I hope you understand that I really want to go, but... Hai... "You Know Who" is giving all kinds of reasons not to let me go, such as, school starts, holiday trip should go during holiday, the place there police is not working, this and that. Why am i so stress over this? 手心是肉，手背也是肉。How lei? I have quarrelled with "You Know Who" regarding this matter. I am very sorry that I couldn't join you, although I really really really really 100% wanted to go. Haiz...

2008-07-21T20:43:00.004+08:00

Another week has passed. One week closer to school reopen. So happy. Yah i slack at home a lot. Oh my god. This week begins my girl's exam. Jia you. All the best. I will be praying for you. Anyway today is her 1st paper. Good luck. Next paper will be on wednesday, Jia you wor. So today after her paper, i went to fetch her from school, give her a bit of support although it doesn't really help much... Had lunch at KFC. Yum yum... The new Super Value meal was superb. Went walk a bit at Tiong Bahru Plaza and then sent her home. She need rest. She is tired as I believe the "war" is tough. Of course, which exam is smooth sailing? So girl, rest well and prepare for the next battle.
As for me over the weekends, I went to my grandparents' place. However I have my whole afternoon with Siang Ming's family. He is a outstanding and hardworking boy, he went for piano lesson and an enrichment lesson. Super powerful. So my saturday wasn't wasted. Seeing him growing up and learning so many skills, I wish I had these opportunities. Dinner was great, as I had home cooked Ba Gu Teh. One word to describle, "HEAVENLY". On my way home with my mum, I found out that the afternoon isn't that bored... Pls see the below video...

Like very nice hor. Haha... Then on sunday I had dinner with my grandparents(dad's side). It was good too. Hahaha growing fat le. Oh my god. This coming wednesday got class gathering, Makan again. Hahaha. Power liao. So hope to see you guys on wednesday. And again, girl pls jia you and do your best. Jia Jia Jia You You You, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU...

2008-07-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

It seems like that i blogged once a week. Haha. A bit lazy. Sorry to those who often comes to read my blog and got disappointed. Sorry. This week nothing much really happen. What to blog? Unless you want me to talk on current affair? Politics? Ok, some current affair. New ERPs are up. Drivers please beware, put in your cash card and also remember to top it up too, or else you will be fined. As we know our country is a "fine" country. If you want to save money, please take MRT or bus. However soon later there will be another fare hike. Hope that it is manageable. We are indeed facing inflation. In case you don't know what an inflation is, I will explain. Inflation in lame man terms is every thing is becoming more expensive. If till now you haven't notice, the petrol went up, rice went up, taxi fare meter jump faster. Oh my god. So please spend your money wisely.

This section is for my special one. Please study hard. Think positive. Exam period is tough. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Try not to slack. Keep focus and work hard. Jia you. It will soon be over. There is nothing you cannot do, ok? Jia you jia you jia you!!!

2008-07-07T22:31:00.003+08:00

It has been a while that i last blog. Sorry... My friend had discharged from the hospital. Speedy recovery. Great!!! And he made it into MAE, same me. Although it wasn't his first choice, but it isn't that bad. Today just planned my timetable. It is really tough, firstly is the core, next is my minor. My timetable is packed on the wednesday and thursday. Tough days to come.
A bit of late update of my girl and me anniversary present. A new couple ring. Nice nice. Although on the day of purchase i pissed her off. Sorry. But i hope you would like the ring. Let me describe the rings. It is black with silver lining and a stone in it. Our name is engrave in it, keeping each other close to our finger. I will not disclose the price. It is from Plaza Singapura, Couple Lab. Sweet!!!

A new ring. A new begining.
Greatest happiness is when i put on her ring for her :)

2008-06-28T11:49:00.008+08:00

JC had undergo his ops. Hope it went out well. Actually on the previous posts, i want to post out some photos. My chalet, Anniversary dinner with my girl, haiz... But i guess this time i will post these pictures.

My room

The hot water? Boring...

Welcome by my little cousin (small in size big in power)

The toilet... Haha

Inside the room

Outside the room

The new shopping centre at Downtown East

My meal

Her meal

Xiao Xin cookie

2008-06-27T13:12:00.003+08:00

On Monday, i called JC asking which school was he stream into. Yah, he was outside so nvm. On wednesday, Jeff called and told me that JC met an accident. I was shocked. I know him since army and then we both study in NTU. He can be considered my closest fren in NTU. We eat together in school. I usually hang out in his hostel to chit chat. He is a great fren. On thursday, i went down together with Jeff to see him. Jeff said that the doc said is a minor injury. When i saw him, i think is not. When i saw him, i almost cry. Why such a great guy have such thing happen to him? When i came, he was sleeping. I can feel that he is very tired, undergoing very strong pain killer. He went for his ops that night. Hope he is doing well. Be strong my bro. Your family and friends are here for you, supporting you...

Run run run...

2008-06-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

Today, I did three things. First, I check my Degree Audit, and i found out that i am streamed into School of Mechanical and Aerospace Engineering aka MAE. Yeah!!! My 1st choice. So good. I got to work harder this semester.
Second, I went jogging. No big deal. I laze for two weeks le. And i just bought a pair of running shoes. Coz i wore my usual shoes, after a few metres, my knees start to hurt. Ow... So got a new shoes... Like i mention in the preious entry. I bought a new shoes...

2008-06-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

I had bought my running shoes. Heehee... But i haven't got a chance to run in it yet. But it will be soon. Train hard for my IPPT. Yes yes train hard. Recently got some setback in my relationship. Maybe i really need to grow up and be mature. But sometimes i want to show the kid in me. Maybe not. Haiz. Many things i need to learn and change. Change into a better guy. Someone more lovable. Hope that I have the chance and time to change. Now a song that is close to my feeling...

This song below is now my girl currently like to sing...

2008-06-16T23:27:00.007+08:00

Hello hello... Today, in fact tonight, my three cousins came to my place to stay over. Welcome welcome. Tomorrow got a couple of events happening. 1st we will be going to temple to pray. Next, we head to Suntec City to look at my shoes, yah, i need a pair of running shoes. My army running shoes is causing my knees to hurt. Today's blog is not talking about all these... I am about to make a entry of WISHLIST!!!

♥Things I need to do♥

1) Nike Shirt and Shorts
2) DS Lite
3) Baby G watch
4) Laptop bag
5) Wallet
6) Ring
7) 2.5" Hard disk below $80
8) Laptop cooling pad
9) Laptop skin
10) Go Sentosa
11) Go play squash
12) Go play bowling

The list is out... Fresh from my brain... Hope I didn't leave out anything...

One week has passed...

2008-06-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

One week has passed. Time flies faster than a blink of an eye. Over the one week what had i done? Went chalet for 3 days 2 nights. The details of the chalet can be found in my cousins' blog. I too lazy to talk about it as everyone experience the same thing. The only diff is that my girl came for it. I was super happy. At night my girl, me, teng teng, and my uncle BBQ. My girl first time saw the right way of BBQ, red hot charcoal, no big fire, just high heat... And the satay she bbq was great, not too cook, not too raw. My job? Take a plastic spoon and mix the satay sauce. It is a very important job. Haha. Yah right :p

The weekend wasn't very happy. Don't really want to talk about it.

One week never blog le...

2008-06-09T12:03:00.003+08:00

So long never blog le. Busy? Not really. Go out with my girl. Play maple(but lag like and DC many times). Play Cabal(but DC many time). Facebooking. Watch tv(a bit). A bit 宅男. OMG... For some good news... I pass all my exams... YEAH!!! Here are the results...
Physics 1 D+ (can pass is very good, paper super tough)
Life Science C (MCQ, I forget to bring my dice to throw)
Material Science B- (i got study some important part, thus did better)
Laboratory 1B B (it is experiment in lab)
Mathematics 2 A- (what else need me to say. Heehee)

So now i hope that i can make it to Mech Engineering. Only one of my interest. Upcoming event will be my family chalet at Downtown East. My girl was invited to join in but she is busy can't make it. My poor girl, she is maxing out herself, i see le heart pain pain. It is like burning candle from both ends. Pls rest well during your holiday. 休息一下是为了走跟长远的路. Jia you...

I am back!!!

2008-05-31T14:49:00.002+08:00

Yes yes, i have return from the one week of re-service. Haha... Time flies. A quick recap on the one week. First day, nothing much but got IPPT and i fail. Very proud of it. At night got some kind of talk by CO. Day 2, live firing. I bo bo shooter sia, shoot bird lor. My breathing is wrong ma, had flu, then my gun point up and down, how to shoot nicely :( Day 3, Mainly is map planning. By the way, in my unit, i belong to the HQ, and I am Intelligent Specialist, aka Int Spec. Heehee... Day 4, go jungle setup the HQ command post. Shiong sia. But at night i book out le. Day 5, my unit got some kind of games day at Yishun Safra... Not bad lor. Then I got back NTU to ckear my locker and at night meet my beloved. So long never see her. Miss her badly. Then she bring me eat Ramily burger. It is my first time. It is YUMMY!!! Thanks a lot girl... Love it a lot...

For the special one...
I know you are very busy, juggling work and studies. Pls take good care of your health, don't get sick. Drink more water. The lousy laptop bag can forget it. I try to get you a new + better one. Love you...

To my special one

2008-05-25T11:47:00.003+08:00

I may be dumb, blur and not knowing what is in your mind. But I would like you to know my feeling towards you.

The earth is shaking...

2008-05-24T00:42:00.010+08:00

Yah as you all know, there is earthquake and cyclones. Everyone is praying and donating. If you haven't, pls do so. I guess is the day 7 or 8 le. To all survivors, pls hang in there as more help is on the way. To all rescue team, keep up the good work and save more people. For people who can help, help, for people can donate, donate. I just happen to walk pass BreadTalk and saw their "Peaceful Panda"

It is a cute red bean bun but my camera skill no good... Pai Sei!!!

I was sicked yesterday. Down with a bad cold and fever. And the doctor's fee went up!!! $46... OMG!!! Tomorrow is Sat and it is my last working day. It will be half day for me and then I go for hair cut (reservice soon) and then go my grandparent place.

A short note for you...

For what I have done,

I am sorry.

For what I have not done,

I will try.

For what I will be doing,

Please give me some time.

Love you all the time...

Work Work Work

2008-05-14T23:47:00.004+08:00

Work full shift today. Accompany my mum lor. Today is the first day of card member event for Robinson. LOL!!! Advertise for them? No... I say this because I was a bit busy today. Heehee... Then several people came to see my brands... Stop talking about work. I can't wait for my exam results to be out. Although I am worried, but I still want to know. I also want to know which school I will be entering next semester, MAE? EEE? CEE? Sunday will be my off day. Hope that I can spend more time with her :D Movie? Eat Eat? Shop Shop? Talking about shop shop, I just bought her a cute cute music box, song "Love story" very nice... I just added into my radio blog, Enjoy!!!

So Sorry...

2008-05-11T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry people, I was so busy... Exams are long over. The last paper was on 24/04/08, and that night I went to work, at Robinson @ Raffles City. The pay wasn't very high, $5 per hour. I heard that uni student's rate is about $7 per hour. But nevermind lor. Work for the time being. Anyway I will be going for my re-service in 26 May. I think is for about 7 days. Sian lor. So now work for awhile. Once I overwork and neglect my girl. Sorry. I will plan nice nice and pei you more. So now work and work. I only have one off day once a week. Quite tough but I learn some stuff, like choice of business shirts, dressing and how to interact with customers... Hope to end soon and finish my re-service ASAP and slack abit and then find a better job.

Exam... Maths was good. As a matter of fact, very good. Then the rest is horror movie. Next paper is Physics. It is a total nightmare. It is an open book exam but is meaningless. Cannot do nor solve. And everyone feel the same. I stare the question, it stare back at me. Sob... Moral down like roller coaster. Next is Material Science, it was ok, a bit of uni standard. Managable :) Then the last paper Life Science. It is the battle of luck. It is a 70 MCQ questions. Hai, I also found out that I got several mistakes. Hai heck liao. Hope can pass. I also need to choose the engineering course I want. So my choices:
1) Mech Engineering
2) Envoirnment Engineering
3) Electronic and Electrical Engineering
4) Civil Engineering

Hope I can get my first choice. Wish me luck... But before I end off, I want to say "Girl sorry to neglect you. I will try out your ideas or suggestions before saying no, if I made up my mind, I won't your suggestion..." Love you...

Wednesday ~~ Blue

2008-04-09T17:20:00.002+08:00

Emotion everywhere. Sad, angry, blue, bored... Exam is round my corner. No longer "Round the corner". I don't seems to be prepared. Very turn off when i took out my lecture notes. Zer0 mood to study hard, only read through and wonder if my brain can understand what i was reading. Sian... Life goes on. Study for the exam. Blog a bit today. Sorry. After exam, i believe i will feel better and be able to blog something happier. Wish me luck in my exam. Be back in about 2 weeks time. Cya...

Back Back Back...

2008-03-31T20:40:00.008+08:00

Its been a while. I have a bit of changes. I have added the Libra traits. It isn't 100% accurate. It is in general, most libran behaves that way. This week will be a busy week for me as there are two quizes and next week has one. The following week will be the exam. Oh my goodness. It is the start of my HELL week. Girl sorry in advance, I might neglect you during my exam week. Your exam has just ended. Take a breather. Don't overwork yourself. Take care pls.

So my exams are coming. Let me share with you what are the modules I took this semester.
Mathematics 2------A
Physic 1--------------- B (hope for PASS)
Life Science----------B-
Material Science-----B-

Four only. This semester I very slack. I didn't overload. Next semester I will overload with one elective (most likely is a Business Management module) and one of my Minor's module (Minor In Mathematics). In case I cannot be an engineer, I can be a teacher,"Good Morning class"... I can't imagine that.

I was thinking about starting a small business too. Just like Donut Factory. Now youngsters are becoming little 'Boss', I want too. But must think of a good business plan... What can I sell? Donut? No... Ermm.... Need some idea. Just like Bubble tea fever and now donut fever, what next? Erm... Think think think...

Blog again soon... See ya...

Quiz - Die Another Day...

2008-03-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Today got material science quiz. I study pretty hard for it. I actually went to the school library to lend Restricted Book i.e. textbook, to study on it. Haiz. In the end, I got a C+, same as the first quiz. Sad. Don't know why. It could be really hard to study in Uni. Must jia you to the power jia you.

Yesterday I went to my cousin's place, and was dragged out of the house to go Lot One with my cousins. OMG!!! Not 100% waste my time. Then go back and saw my cousin in hardworking mode. I was so shocked. If you don't feel how shocked I felt, go and touch electricity current, you will be as shock as me. And he seems to be very worry about his upcoming tests. So I taught him along the way as I revised for my quiz. In the end, my mum and I went home very late, causing her to be worried and angry with me. Plus I keep saying that I was about to go home, but I didn't go. Sorry. Haiz...

Today, she is having exam too. Hope she can do well. Don't be stress. Relax. Calm down. Take deep breathe. Jia you. It will soon be over. When yours are over, mine begin. Madness.

Hope to blog soon again... See ya...

80th entry...

2008-03-22T15:42:00.003+08:00

I have finally changed my skin. Yeah! Hope you like it. Tag your comments too. So sorry for not blogging for so long. As promise I will blog today.

Not much had happened... Feelings went up and down like a roller coaster. Quizzes are round the corner. Got to study again. Lab session is over which means exam is drawing near. Oh crap! Suddenly felt that my life is in a big mess. Lost again. I wonder can depression be spreaded like flu? Feeling emo. And I once thought that only girls feel emo, guys don't. Feeling stress but don't know where is the stress coming from.

Forget that... Some happenings, yesterday, my family celebrated my cousin's birthday. One is 17 and the other is 13. So good to be young. Sounded as if I am very old. Nia... So had a great dinner. I also taught my cousin how to link up her blog. Had a simple birthday cake. Last night and this afternoon try to do up my blog...

I will try to blog more...

Sorry

2008-03-20T09:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry that I hardly blog. I was a bit busy. I will try to update this weekends. I added some stuffs at the sidebar... Heehee... See ya... Girl pls jia you and I wish you all the best for your upcoming exam...

Monday bluezz

2008-03-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

Monday bluezz... Recess week has ended and lectures and tutorials are back. A bit sian. Today was so blue that I almost lost my "magic" wallet. Left it in the bus while I was on my way to school. Haiz...

These few days don't really know what is happening to me. I seems to be pissing my girl a lot these few days. It could be my sillyness that I couldn't get what she is thinking or what she wants from me. Every word seems to be a mistake, just waiting to be scolded by her. Maybe she is stress because of her work and exam, juggling both work and study is tough. But I am very proud of her. Being a very independent woman, unlike me, still behaving like a little boy boy, crying for sweets. I wish I could be a little like her. Maybe I need some enlightment to be more like a man. Although I been through army, I should be a man, but that only in the camp. Once out of the force, I am back to my usual self. Childish, playful, talk stuff that contain no substance and many more. Maybe in her eyes seems like she is a mother looking after a big baby. All these conflicts make me feel that our strong connection is getting loose. Being mature seems hard for me. There isn't a book that says "Being mature for Dummy", if have such a book, I will buy at any cost. Both of us are having very different thinking. I guess it is not very good. I am at a lost. I need some directions. It feels as if I am in a jungle without compass. Now I only hope that I won't piss her any further, and grow up faster to catch up with her... Haizz...

It is a long time...

2008-02-29T18:06:00.003+08:00

So sorry for not blogging after such a long time... Tons of quiz. Now I blog the recent happening. Like I said, there is a lot of quiz, maths, physics, material science, life science. Haiz... Tough year again. Now I am having my one week break but it is coming to an end very soon. Sad. I got tons of stuff to be done by this week. Tutorial qns, lab report, i also want to change the blog skin and the radio blog stuff. Oh my goodness, so many things, so little time.

Early this sat, I and my girl went to Singapore Air show. It was madness. In order to get to the air base, we need to take the free shuttle bus. And the queue was super duper very long, we actually queued for 2 hours. At that point of time i really believed that our population had hit 5 million. Haha. Sadly by the time we reach the air base, the air display is all over. But we still see many aeroplanes and of coz the A380 Air bus. So cool. Many many planes and heli. Next time i will try to put some of the photos. In the exhibit hall, a lot of companies showcase their techy stuff, new engine, turbines and stuff. Rather cool, as I learn about material science that the material in making the turbine is very important, it is all about the mirco structure of the material. Cool... Later we went back with all the crowd. Nice experience...

On monday, it was my girl's birthday ( girl's age is a secret). Grown up le. Fetch her from school and we head to The Cathey for a movie, "P.S I Love You". It was a very touching story. I will not be a spoiler and leak the story out. And I found the meaning of P.S, it means Please See. In letter we use it to denote that we left out something in the main body of the letter. I heard from my friend. However, I wiki on this and I found it is not true... Here is the meaning...

A postscript (from post scriptum, a Latin expression meaning "after writing" and abbreviated PS) is a sentence, paragraph, or occasionally many paragraphs added, often hastily and incidentally, before the signature of a letter or (sometimes) the main body of an essay or book. In a book or essay, a more carefully-composed addition (e.g., for a second edition) is called an afterword. An afterword, not usually called a postscript, is written in response to critical remarks on the first edition. The word has, poetically, been used to refer to any sort of addendum to some main work, even if not attached to a main work, as in Søren Kierkegaard's book titled Concluding Unscientific Postscript.

After the movie, we went for some ice cream at Ben and Jerry, a bit expensive, no second time i guess. After that, we went for dinner at Japan Village at basement. The restaurant has great ambiance. It is bit like Mache. Haha. Having fun there and enjoy our meal.

The rest of the week is history. Done some tutorials, and had a rehearsal last night, it is for school. Now i left a formal lab report. Got to jia you le... See ya

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy V day!!!

2008-02-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

So sorry for the "Missing in Action"... Happy Chinese New Year and gong xi fa cai... Happy V day to my girl. There are many things I want to say but I will try to make it as short as possible...

Chinese New Year...
I wonder if it is me growing older and started to lose the interest in celebrating Chinese New Year. Or maybe stress from schoolwork, afterall last year performed not very good. Home visiting has reduced which means "ang bao", red packets go down... Sad case. Some things never change. 1st day of new year morning, my parents and I went to temple pray pray. Then went to my grandparents' place at geylang. Had lunch there and then headed to my Second-grandaunt which is my grandfather's sister's place. Sit awhile and left coz my parents don't feel like staying there too long. Long story for the reason. Then we go to my mum's parents aka my grandparent (haha) place at choa chu kang. Long journey. Far far. I would say it is the 1st time this year I sat in my father's car, not the taxi. Sadly it was changed to a weekend car due the amount of usage, so cut cost. So at my grandparent's place had dinner then we went to my uncle place, next block. After an hour or two, head back home.

Day 2 my parents working, so i at home slack... Haha

Day 3, I went to my gf 's home for home visiting. A bit crowded. Most sad thing happen in the year of Rat is my gf's nephew and niece called me "Uncle" and "Ah Pek"... NNNOOOO!!!! Sob sob. Had streamboat for lunch and dinner. Yummy. After dinner, her family and I went to another her relative place. My gf is keen in blackjack so I accompany her, sitting beside and be her lucky star. Quite lucky actually. So I am her lucky star... :)

Day 4, My family had dim sum at Yan Palace. Then my mother's side family came to my place for home visiting. For me, after the dim sum I went to fetch my gf to my place too. My gf had dim sum too but at Red Star. At my place, my youngest cousin 1st comment is "who can speak japanese?", haha which is my gf la... Then blackjack... Then dinner... Then go home coz the following day, everyone is working and schooling.

V day...
Spend with my love one. So sorry that I bought a stalk of rose for you. We met at Central shopping centre. Dinner was nice at Waraku but it was pack with people. The manager was fierce with his staff, I felt sorry for them. The funny thing about their promotion is a must to order a v day special set meal. 2 people dinning, at least one must order, if 6 people dinning, at least 3 people must order the set meal. OMG!!! But I guess it is just V day. After dinner we had ice cream from Azabu Sabo. Nice nice. So we sit by the river, enjoying the breeze and ice cream. But both of us are very scare of falling into the singapore river... Haha... So cute of us. After that, we went to kino see see. I try to make it up to her and bought her a super cute hippo cup and a super cute hippo snowglobe. Then send my girl safely home.

Today went to a temple at Loyang. It is a famous temple. Super crowded. Everyone is praying for a good year to come and of coz strike lottery. But I pray for peace and happiness for my family and my girl. My cousins study hard and do well this year...

I guess this is one of the longest entry I ever wrote. Hope I didn't make you feel bored... Hope to write more soon... Happy New year Gong Xi Fai Cai!!!

It is a long time...

2008-01-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

So sorry after so long then I blog. Time passed very fast. School has started and I am going into 3rd week of school. As we know, my last semester my GPA is 2.97, which is a pass grade for my degree, sad. This semester must jiayou. Today is the last day for adding and dropping or elective module. This sem, i wanted to take web design or soundcape or black white photo. But I wasn't given any of those. I want to take some of my minoring module also cannot. Timetable didn't clash but the exam clash. Oh my god. Sian. So this semester only got my core modules. A total of 14 AUs. So little. No choice. Sian.

Yesterday I had a powerful haircut. Thanks to my dad's complain and my dar dar's complain. Say my long hair very ugly. True to some extend. So I borrowed my friend's magazine on hair style to the hairdresser and have a haircut.

Very short. Can style a bit. So I will try to style everyday. New year, new hair cut. And my girl seems to be happy with this hair. My dad as usual complain, say behind still long...

Today I go shop for new year clothes. In the end I only bought a long sleeves, buttoned shirt. This wednesday go shop with my dear for one more piece of top. Bottom is unlikely because I wearing the old jeans. Sian. But like what my dad had said, the jeans quality had dropped due to the place it is made. The powerful country which I would not like to mention. Since this year is the Year of Rat, my parents decided to buy a new house for my two little hamsters...

It is sooo cute and nice. It is a bit small but I guess the two will like it very much. Heehee.

Now is time to work hard and do well this semester. This is for my dear too. Must work hard hard and do well. JIA YOU!!!

The results are not so good...

2007-12-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

It has been some time that I last blog... This month is a season of giving... Ho ho ho!!! Quite a bit of happening. From the recent events first.

My father's family side had chalet at East Coast Park. All complain that my hair long. Dots. Maybe that time I didn't social with them and felt boring... Haha... But I got two presents. A cool shoe bag and a interesting magnetic paper holder...

Celebrated Christmas Eve with my dear at Swensens. Had our Christmas dinner and wrapped up with a chocolate fondue. Yum Yum... Gave her a cheapo present from Action City, a neck massager and a USB power vacuum cleaner.

This month my girl and me watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. It is sooo cute. Laugh a lot. Very family orientated movie. I also watch Golden Compass with my cousins... Complex story background that makes me go "Huh", "Why like that?"...

The main thing of today's blog is, my result are finally out. So worried... And here are the results...
ENTERING THE SPIDER'S WEB:
IMPLICATIONS & ISSUES OF WEB 2.O ----------------B-

PHYSICS II ----------------------------------------------C

CHEMISTRY --------------------------------------------D+

COMPUTING -------------------------------------------B-

PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS --------------------------B-

EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATION -----------------------B

LABORATORY -----------------------------------------B+

The result wasn't good enough, I think. But luckily didn't fail. Next Sem must study harder...

Before ending, wishing all readers and bloggers a very Happy New Year...

Sunday

2007-12-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

It is a plain and boring day. Just declare to minor in Mathematics, but this coming sem I won't be taking any Mathematics module. Sian...

Finally exam is over...

2007-11-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

So happy that my exam is over... Now can pei my girl and play game. Christmas is coming then my mum's working place got people making ballons. And she got a ...

It is about the same height as me. OMG!!!

Then on Sunday, my mum, my three cousins and me went to Causeway Point to shop for a pair of shoes and a school bag. In the end, the youngest one got socks too. She very irritating. And at Causeway point, the event hall had many Christmas display.

Pls take note that electric shock is caused by electric current flowing through one body. Not voltage. It can have high voltage and low current and you won't be killed.

So now I await for my result and rest well so that next sem can go further...

It is been a while...

2007-11-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Finally... The day is about to come... The last day of my exam is near... Chemistry... Oh my god... Memorise and more memorising... I can't remember leh. Haiz... Did quite a bit of preparation. Hopes I can do well. Not aiming high, a B- will be good enough... This few days of study had caused me to neglect my girl. Sorry girl. No choice. I can't manage relationship and studies together. Bear a bit hor. But not to worry, you will always be in my heart and mind. Some of my exam went well, such as my elective, Entering Web2.0. Oh only that went well. Economic(erm don't know), Computing(erm... hope so), Physics (DEAD). Now left Chemistry. My Effective Communication's pubic speaking got me B+... Heehee...

Plans for the holiday? Pei my girl a bit more. Play games. Exercise(slim down). Download songs. Watch Bleach. Watch any other nice anime. Many more, movies, class chalet(I think it is still on)... Haiz but all these after tomorrow...

Days to examination...

2007-11-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

Omg. I haven't been blogging. So sorry. Hai... Exam coming. Die. Worried. But why am I blogging now? It is to share to you guys that I am worried. Stress. But I still destress by playing computer games, Maple lor. Haha... First paper is Economics. Hai. I am a man poor with words. Ask me to say essay is equal to ask pig to climb trees. That reminds me my last econ lesson. After the last econ lecture, on my way home I took a picture... On my favourite school bus, which will always be for this four years of education...

Over the week, my dear came over to my place to study with me. In the end we were eating chocolates. Those were bought by her in Malaysia, Genting. Kept for some time waiting to share with her. This are some pictures of it. It looks nice and it taste great. Haha

I realise it is fun to add photos into blog. But I hardly take pictures. Haha... Hope to take more and share with you all... Got to study... AKA Mugging time...

Exam is really coming!!!

2007-10-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

As stated, exam is coming. Sian. Studying Organic Chemistry is tough. Try lor. Now in the school library printing past year exam papers. Study a bit more before going for class.

Yesterday I went to my friend's birthday. Jc friends is the smallest group. Haha. Sian. Although I am not the birthday boy, but I got a belated birthday present. So sweet of them. Before going to my friend's birthday, I went to teach my cousin E Maths as she is having her O level. Jia you then.

Haha... Got to go le... Tata

Happy birthday to me...

2007-10-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my 21st birthday. Finally can watch R21 movies. Just kidding. Haha. But very happy. Receive wishes from my friends. One touching one is from Hui Fen, who sms me from Norway. Jing ying call me up personally. Heehee. So happy, but sad coz i didn't organize a party and invite all my friends. Sorry guys. So yesterday, had dinner with my parents and my girl at Crystal Jade. Yummy. Walk walk and saw my girl's lecturer.

Haizzz today is just another day...

Another week has passed...

2007-10-15T11:01:00.000+08:00

Over the last week many things happen...

Wednesday....

At night, I went to St James Power House with my girl and her classmate. Although I am a bit left out, but it was fun. Clubbing experience is good. Drink cramberry volka. Not bad. There was a group of "Ang Mo" dancing happily, or i should say crazily. Haha. Very cute. Plus got a a bit fat fat one shaking his backside. I laugh as I watch them clowning. Me and my girl were the night's Cinderalla. Not because we dress well but because we need to go home early. At 12am, a magic spell will be casted on us and we will start doing housework. Haha lame... After sending her then I went back home.

Friday...

The night I celebrated my birthday at my grandparent house with my girl as a VIP. Haha. Sadly I meet her later then expected. So sorry. Then She bought a cake for them. So sweet of her. Then my uncle bought me a watch. Nice nice one. My cousin buy me a Maplestory Pre-Paid Card. Wa lao. Want to train my character up? Nah. Other then that i got some red packets. Quite fruitful i would say. After eating the durian birthday cake, ny dad sent my girl home. Miss her so much.

Saturday....

I went to my girl house to study but in the end having a lot of joy ride. Coz her sister going to her relative's house, so the whole afternoon is driving around. At evening then do a tiny bits of work.

Sunday...

I chiong my lab report. Ah!!! All the way. GO GO GO!!! I finish the report at 1.30am morning. Super tired. Print this week stuff. Help ah. I still got two reflective papers, one speech outline to do. So many things so little time. Save me!!!

Now in lecture somemore... Ahahhahah got to go...

Oh... A productive sunday

2007-10-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, which was the first Sunday I studied harder than usual. Did quite a fair bit of stuff. Done my physic and chemistry tutorial, a bit of my experiment log sheet and one reflective paper. So happy. Although I still have a more reflective paper to write and the formal lab report which is about 15 pages (oh my god!), I am glad that I started my first step.
Yesterday, I happened to watch news(yah, I don't news), I saw one of the news which is on the Minister conference. I was surprised on how Singaporeans asked on some issues which bothers our daily lives, such as the rise of ERP, rise of public transportation and many more. Everyone uses to think that we quiet and not willing to voice our ideas or feeling. But the news made me eat my words, and I hope Singaporeans will continue to voice our ideas and feeling. By doing this, Singapore will improve and excel, becoming a better place to live.

Lab Lab Lab

2007-10-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hai... Today I had another lab session. But today's is different from other lab sessions. There is a formal report needed to hand in. And the instruction states not more than 15 pages long. My jaw drop wide open. It is madness. Plus the experiment is tough. It is on electricity stuff. The reading is jumping high and low. Hai... Sian... But after school, my friend intro a new place to dine. It is "Changing Appetite", it is a kind of fusion place. Mix of italian and western food. Not bad, when I first saw the photo of the place. So today evening I meet my girl(although I a bit late) and we went to Marina Square and hunt that restaurant. We found it. Had a great time there. It is a very nicely deco restaurant. Yummy. We also shop around and went arcade too. My girl found a long lost childhood game "Go Go mile smile" It a so kind of caterpillar game. It is fun and very cute. Haha. Had tons of fun. Marina Square had changed a lot. Maybe the next few outing, I might consider going there. Now go watch anime to relax... Cya

Happy Children's Day cum Happy National to China!!!

2007-10-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

Haha today is Children's Day and also China's National Day. Wonder my friends got any Children's Day presents. Hahaha... One week of holiday is over. Like blinking my eyes. What have I done so far? Nothing much.

Yesterday my grandfather was discharged from hospital. Thank God he is ok and recovering. Yesterday my cousins and I (by force) celebrated Children's Day. All the children seems happy with the presents. My doggy, Willie had a present too, a hair cut.

From a sheep...

To a dog...

Cute hor?

Then today my group finish the project, so happy. Heeheehee... Then when to meet my girl girl... Pei her eat MOS Burger... Then went dinner with my parents. Haiz... Then got to study Chemistry. Kind of worried. Sian. Tomorrow no bowling. Hai Hai... Got to study Chemistry liao...

Recess Week

2007-09-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Recess week had started. I kind of planned how to fully used this week. Study, project and tutorial question. But it seem that I had over done it, coz my girl felt that I got no time for her. Sorry. Because I am lagging behide. I need to catch up. But I will make time out for you. Sat ok? I pei you study and at the same time teach your sister.
Today my grandfather will be having his liver operation. Hope everything went out fine. Heard from the doctor saying that it will be a big operation, at first said that three small dots and the micro robotics arms will go into my grandfather body and remove the cancer cells. Now say cannot, need to cut a hole. My grandfather is old liao, I worried his body cannot stand the operation. Hope he will be fine and recover soon. God bless.

Yesterday and today

2007-09-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had a lab session and it is drawing. It was cool and fun. I was asked to draw two drawings. Both are cupboards, one is made of wood, which the teacher claims to be timber... the other one is made of glass. It looks something like this...

Yesterday I should end early but I got my very 1st group meeting for my project. Kind of excited because long time never do a project. The project is on Effective Communication. We need to a video given by the teacher. It is a quarrel between father and son. LoL... It is interesting but tough. It is to write a thousand words essay... Pengz

Today was just another simple day with economic in the afternoon. New lecturer. Got to sleep liao... Tomorrow got early class...

It is a story that shouldn't end and never ending...

2007-09-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

Thanks for my friends concern (if there is any). BUT, today is my greatest day. Me and my girl have cleared the misunderstanding. It is great. We cleared up and went out together, bought a pendant for her. Heehee. I even buy mooncake for my "future mother-in-law". LoL... LoL...

Today's quiz is a killer. I die instantly... It is a sign, I need to study liao. Sian... Sob sia...

Life is back to an empty world...

2007-09-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

As the title says, Life is back to an empty world. Me and my girl had a big fight. I guess I am back to singlehood. This is a big turning point in my life. For a girl whom I love so much. Yet complains about me. Life can't go on this way. Both of us cant't give in. I can't give in anymore. For 5 years, it is long but things had to come to an end. Sad it is. It hurts us bad. Maybe after some time, she might get over it. I hope I can, but I knew I can't. I had a feeling, I love her more than she loves me. It is kind of hard to measure, but it can be felt. It is not we drift apart, but our feelings turn sour. I see it coming but I try to save. Just last week, we had a quarrel over a concert held in my school. It is a Taiwanese girls band, Cherry Clan. I wanted to get tickets to watch with her( although it is free), but she rejected me and said that she don't know who are they and what they sing. This is all she cares. But all I cares is the time we spend together. Seeing a concert, live band, something we never done before. I often try to explain but fail. In the end, I gave up and went to my friend's birthday celebration. I was upset over it. Maybe she feels that it is far from her home. But I wil uphold my responsiblity and send her home. I wonder, spending time with me, in her eyes seems to be a waste of time. She would rather me to stay at home to play maplestory. I hate to break up, I still love her but I think I can't love her any further as it does bring bad than good. I knew our "honey moon" period was long over. Quarrels came in and upsets both of us. I often seems ok but I never ok. I am the great pretender. I always appears happy in front of her. Inside me, had a feeling that we will not last long. She says I can't change for her. SHe won't change for me till I change for her. I must listen to her words. Come home early means come home early, no two words about it. I need to change this and that. So many things. For her, I just accept her as who she is, no need to change, very simple for her. What can I demand from her? If being together just to quarrel, I rather not. CA is coming and I am not studying, no mood to study. Try very hard to forget what had happen and get on with life but I can't. The harder I try, the harder I cry. I need strenght to carry on...

Stressful weekend...

2007-09-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sat is here yet is stressful one... Next week is the quiz week, i called it CA!!! Must study but don't know where to start. Lost sheep. Do tutorial, write notes. Oh my God!!! But last night i went out with my JC friends to celebrate birthday. Fun as we chat a lot. It was a good gathering. Went home at midnight and causing my sweet heart to worry about me. Sorry girl... So today and tomorrow got to study. Sian... Thinking that 22Sep is the start of the one week holiday, one of my module (Effective Communication) threw in an assignment, a group consist of a video and we need to write a thousand words essay. My jaw drop and open wide when I hear the news. I wasn't good at English and now write a thousand words essay. The teacher is kidding right? No... It is crazy that I can't believe myself... Gonna study... Sad to end off here... :(

Monday bluezzZZ

2007-09-10T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hai... It is another monday. Just had a big quarrel with my girl. I didn't make an effort to pei her. Never ask her out. Haiz... Felt bad and sorry for her. It is my fault. Maybe I busy with my stuff, 40% study, 60% play maplestory. Sorry... Sat's guess guess guess, one couple broke up because the guy is a game addict. Hope it will not happen to me. Luckily I make up with my girl. And this wednesday we should be going for a movie, Rat ta to ei... Lol... Hopefully at night she can join me in the investment talk in my school at 7pm. Today wasn't a pleasant day for me. I heard that next week got tons of quiz. How to study when I can't understand the lecture at all? This weekend I must mug (aka study) like mad... Wish me best of luck ok? Hahaha....

Assignment?

2007-09-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Today is thursday, time really travels very fast. And today I will be having a in class assignment. Kind of nervous because the module is Effective Communication. And the assignment is an essay. My English is rather weak thus I worry I might not be able to do well for this assignment. Try my best lor. LoL... Later this evening got Principle of Economic... So worrying again. Can't understand very well. Even though I borrow an Economic textbook from my girl but when I read, my understanding didn't seems to get any better. Sob sob... Does this means I need an Econ Tutor? Haiz... Jia you jia you... :(

No Title

2007-09-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

What day today. Woke up into such a wonderful morning, cool breeze. Feeling sleepy and not willing to get up to go to school. Sian. Had an interesting lecture on Internet and then followed by computing and lastly chemistry. I went crazy during chemistry lecture, I seems lost in the outer space. I think I need more time to understand. Now my class had ended but I can't go home yet because I had bowling training at night. And after the training I need to come back to school to keep my bowling ball in my school locker. I think I will reach home at eleven tonight. Since 3pm till 7pm I will be doing some study or maybe surf the Internet or maybe slack around. Haha... must work hard. Do my best. Hope my girl is doing her best too.....

Borinng!!!

2007-09-03T15:07:00.000+08:00

Monday again... Bluezz... Last night went to Marina South with my family for streamboat... Yum yum... Had a hair cut too. Very short leh but my father said that it looks like I didn't cut. Dotz dotz dotz Today after my class going to meet my girl... She still seems to be angry that I revive my blog. Maybe I didn't get her to revive her blog too. Today's class was tough to understand. The lecturer seems to be unable to speak clearly. Blur liao... Gone case... Teaching is fast and tough... I think i need to spend more time to study at home... Be a mugger (aka hardworking student that study like mad). Haha... By the way I am now crushing into another lecture while I now blogging. Soon I going for my lecture liao... CheerZ...

After such a llooonnngggg time!!!

2007-08-31T13:29:00.000+08:00

Haha... My blog is dead, but now I will try to revive it. It is more than a year that I last blog as you can see. So... a quick update of how I have been... I have ORD, (Operation Ready Date) in March this year. Life was great slacking around. Then I went to find a part time job in an International School near my home. Haha earn a bit of cash. Then in May, I went to study Special Terms in my university, Nanyang Tech University (NTU). Fun and a bit stress. Because the module was taught at high speed. Luckily I manage to do well. Right now I am studying Common Engineering. It is tough coz tons of things to learn and recall. Especially Chemistry. It has been four years I last studied Chemistry. I had to take Economic too, one of the subjects I least interest in. I took up bowling and try to improve my skills. I overload my course with "Entering the Spider's Web 2.0". And this course I learn a lot about Internet. Past and Present. To my surprise many things happen in the Internet. More to learn. Try many cool stuff... I will try to beauty up my blog...

Late for meeting up

2006-06-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

I today wake up late. Spoil my morning. Went to buy some cookie try to make it up and rush down by cab. Finally meet her and of coz she is angry. But try to calm and make her happy. Lucky me. Keep her company the whole day. Then at night i went to celebrate my cousin's birthday. He so happy. Haha. He so excited over his presents. His head is facing the camera buthis eyes is looking down at the presents. He is so happy. Keep saying "say cheese" Haha. Got so many lego and he start saying "Lego night" LOL. So cute. Haha...

Happy anniversary

2006-06-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is my dear and me 3years and 10 month anniversary. So happy that we last so long. I got a lot of improvement to make as a bf. I will work hard and be better bf. Love you. Muack. Today whole at stadium. At night still need to go back camp to unload the store. Sian. Tired yet happy coz tomorrow i am meeting my girl. So happy...

Friday, staying in for sat's rehearsal.

2006-06-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Today i got arrowed to help to bring the store to national stadium. But i need to be in camp tomorrow at 7am so i decided to stay in coz i can't make it in time tomorrow morning. But i go to wash my stuff and pack my stuff too. Stay in alone so sian. Miss my girl... Haiz

Finally can meet

2006-06-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tofday is the day. For so long. Now i can meet my girl. So happy. Went to eat streamboat at night. So happy. Miss her so badly and not finally can meet. Although her event is held at expo which is very near my camp but we can't meet coz she dismiss very late at night. Now the event has started and she can go home early so we can meet up. Yeah. :) Miss you. Muack...

Boring Part 2

2006-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Another boring day... Kaoz. Sian. Miss my girl. I think i not going to write my blog everyday.

Boring

2006-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is just too boring to say anything... Prepare NDP'06. You all better go watch NDP this year. Miss you dear... Still cannot meet you. So sad...

What is the use of off day?

2006-06-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sian the whole day. Feeling sick. Feel weak. Can someone help me? Haiz...

Sunday is not a Super Sunday

2006-06-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

So sick. Play maplestory the whole day. And always got killed by dark stone golem. Sian. Maybe when one is in a bad mood, nothing come out well. Maybe I am not a understanding bf. Maybe I don't deserve to have a gf. A good gf as my present girl. I have too many bad points. If i list it out, the rest of blog will be blocked. Maybe our works have drift us very very far. Hard to pull back. I got a bad feeling about our relationship. It is like a candle that run out of wax and the fire is almost out? I hope not. I had fear of losing her. But... Haiz... No one would understand my feeling. Haiz... At night I went to my cousin to celebrate father's day. Haiz. I am not the only couple that is in bad terms, my uncle and my aunt also in bad terms. Everyone is in a mess. Haiz. Hope to see my girl. Miss her everyday. The feeling of missing her is killing me. Second like minutes, minutes like hours, hours like days, days like year. Maybe I too demanding. But can't I be a bit demanding? Don't know. Maybe guys don't have the right to be. Haiz. Sian day.

National Stadium again

2006-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sian ah. Sat still need to go national stadium. Super boring. Super nothing to do. Finding my cousin coz she say she got perform. But I can't find her. Maybe because she is small build. Haha. Sian the whole day. Then afternoon my friends ask me got kallang Mac. Walk there with my sprain. Nobody care about me, why should I care about myself? Hack la. Limp my way there. Then somehow I got sorethroat too. Combo!!! Feel very bad. Not well. Haiz. At night my parent came to pick me up coz my ankle. But I am at west gate, they at the east gate. How? I walk my way there. Pain in my ankle has become numb. Nothing is more painful then my heart. Just walk there and go home and try to sleep but can't. Not missing my girl le. My mind body and soul have become numb. I start to throw temper to everyone who stand in my way. What happen to me? Have I become a monster? Maye a heartless one. Not understanding one too.

Ahhhh!!! My ankle...

2006-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Boring day. I had a run today. Preparation for AHM. Today's target is 7km under 49min. Same rule, 7min per 1km. Today I a bit moviated to run. But something bad happen. Less then 5min of the run a sprain my ankle and is very bad sprain. A lot of noise made by my ankle during the sprain. And I hop my way back and the medic help me. Haiz. I think my body is ready but my mind is not. Thinking of my girl. Miss her badly. Everynight we talk less than half an hour. Is this a break down? I hope not. Today i walk like an old uncle. I didn't report sick coz I did not have faith in the medicial centre in my camp. Haha. Bear with the pain lor. I dismiss at 4:30pm but i can only book out at 5:30pm. So i went back to bunk and rest. Call my dad to pick me up too. Hard to walk. Haiz. Very unlucky... I going crazy le. Lovesick? Don't know. Someone help me? Pls. Miss you girl. Haiz

Uniform for sewing...

2006-06-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today I needto send the uniforms for some sewing. Heard that there are changes in our uniform. The name and the country's name will be sew on. And the unit's badge and vocation badge too. So troublesome. These few days I have been in a very bad mood. Why? Maybe lack of love from my girl girl. Haha. No la. It is me finding fault with her and pick up a quarrel. Sorry. Maybe I trying to attract your attention. Haiz... Another boring day, I must say again. Start ti feel that my blog has become so boring that no one would come and read. Oops. Sorry readers. My life is a bit dull. Maybe not a bit but very dull. Lol... Miss you girl as usual...

Hey sir come take your walkie talkie

2006-06-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is worse than yesterday. Why? Coz today everyone is on off or leave or MC. So did nothing but issue out the walkie talkie to some Sirs. Then slack the whole day. Super sian. Miss my dear but she still busy with her work. Hope she will take care of herself and not overwork. Muack. That is all for today. Sian... Miss you girl...

Tuesday

2006-06-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

I am back for more blogging. Sian day to start my week. Lucky I got monday off. Haha. Now my dear is busy with her event at expo. Felt lonely. I am going to sing Mr Lonely le. Today the office only me and my Sgt. Sian. Nothing much to do. Just need to settle the walkie talkie for NDP. Sian. Bored. Nothing to do. Nothing to look forward. Morning went for a run. 6km run. The so called passing timing was 42min. Coz 1km should take about 7min on average. I came in at 43min. So call pass, and manage to continue the 7km run on firday. It is to prepare the Army Half Marathon, in short AHM. I took part the 21km run. My friends took part in 6km and 10km without me knowing. Think I will die alone... Haha... It was a tiring run for me. I weak le. Ahhhh!?!?!? Got to train hard. The boring day got to end asap some how. Miss you dear...

Off Day

2006-06-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Although I didn't go for NDP on sat. I apply off day for today. It is from the election day one. Everyone is given one day off. I keep it till i need it. Plus last night chalet, don't want to rush back camp. Heehee. So morning I went back to the chalet to play with my cousins. Then my mum and me came back. Then we realised my mum had been pickpocket. Lost her key pounch. Lucky it has no money but only some discount card and house key. So immediately my dad change the lock pad of my house. Had my dinner and preparing to go back camp. Sian. Miss you girl... Muack...

Sunday chalet

2006-06-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today I am in a bad mood. Why? My girl work OT today. She promise me that she will not, but in the end? Haiz. Nvm. Then she say she dismiss at twelve, in the end? Haiz. Plus she was invited to my family chalet at Chervons. Haiz. I wait for her at Jurong East Mrt station at three thirty. Haiz. I think a lot and manage to cool down. Not her fault, but I wasn't happy either. How to give in? Haiz. Forget it. At chalet, did nothing but eat and watch tv. Then at ten, I send her home in my dad's car. Miss you girl although I was unhappy...

Duty Duty Duty

2006-06-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sian, today i got to go back early to take over duty from yesterday's COS, coz he need to go to NDP. No choice. I went there very early. Did all the paper work and then i went to zZzZ. Tired. Bored. Nothing to do. Army's internet has so much restriction. Sian. Then in the afternoon got incident. But very lame. One student fainted in National Stadium. Then we need to write report. It sound as if was something big. But the report teemplate is for soldier and not for civilian. Haha. No rank. No Pes status. Haha. No camp nor unit. My clerk and me was freezing lame. Haha... So Sian... Luckily the day end early. My dear work OT today, I heart pain. Miss her s much and so worry about her safety. I don't know if she understand how I feel... Haiz...

So fast friday

2006-06-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today was a bit slack. Nothing much. Sian. Coz sat i got COS duty. But I still went home to wash my uniform and think i will go back the next day. Sian. Miss my girl. How girl? Haiz...

Kenna inspection Part2

2006-06-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Today the external unit came and checked. I followed them a while and try to gain some experience from them. Soon later, my camp got inspection too. Yesterday theny haven't finish, so today is part 2. Wa. They did a 100% check on my camp. Sian. So tired. Not enoght sleep. Help la. Tired. After all these. I manage to rest and catch a little breathe. Tired. Had a early rest. Miss you dear. Muack...

What? I kanna inspection?

2006-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today my division came to my camp to do an inspection on my camp. Just like the way I check other people, now I kenna check... Coz they came in the late afternoon so they manage to check 3 office. I was sweating like mad le. Found a lot mistake and learn a lot more of sercurity in the office. At night, me and my sgt went to inspect 1Guards. A 100% check. Found a lot of mistake. Coz tomorrow the external unit is checking on them, so we check first and hope to correct them and have lesser mistake on the next day. Super tired. When i reach back bunk was ten plus, reaching eleven. Very tired. But I still miss my girl girl. Muack...

Back to work

2006-06-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today was a bit busy. I went to do inspection on my Bde(if you know what this mean). And type a report. Nothing much lor. Sian... Miss you dear. Muack...

Boring Monday...

2006-06-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is my off day due to I burned my sat for NDP. Good and bad. Good is off at home and play my maplestory. Bad is my dear is working. So I kind of miss her most of my free time. Unlike in the office, I am busy with my work... Nothing lor. Sian the whole day. Miss my girl the whole day. Muack... Miss you...

Super Sunday!!!

2006-06-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a great day. My mum invited my girl girl over for lunch. First time. I think my mum is ok with my girl le. I am so happy. After that me and my girl went bugis village. First time for me. So fun. So many thing to shop. I bought my girl a bag bag. After that we went to the new national library. So big but only one floor of book to read. We were like -_-''' Nvm. We read and walk walk. Then we went to aijisen for dinner. And I intro her a new kind of drink which she did not even see before. OMG. It is a type of bottle drink with a marble in it. It is soda inside. Very old type of drink which is hard to find. Then I bought a jacket for her too. Hope she likes it. Miss you girl. Muack...

NDP Rehearsal

2006-06-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a sian day. Going to national stadium to see the rehearsal. The day started off bad. Coz i miss my bus stop and ended up rather far away from the national stadium. I walk and walk. Luckily my camp mate, in a cab saw me and gave me a ride. If not i will be late. Thanks a lot bro. The whole i did nothing but follow my boss. Sian. So many people performing. I can see a lot of hard word is put in. So I hope on the actual day, everyone will enjoy it. The meal is not bad. The rehearsal ended late but earlier then expected. So i was luckily... Haha. Went back and have an early sleep...

Prepare for AHM

2006-06-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

This morning i ran about 4.5km. It is to prepare for the upcoming 21km run in Aug. It will take place every tuesday and friday, the distance will slowly increase. I am not worried coz i ran 22km Round PaluaTekong before. But i need to train back a bit. I have faith that i can do it. Heehee. Then in the afternoon got meeting for Sat, NDP rehearsal. Haiz. Sat is burned, but will be replace with a monday off. My job is my boss runner. Sian. Finally book out, faster go home and prepare for tomorrow. Miss you girl...

Thursday. Are you ORDing? Nope

2006-06-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is my upper study's ORD day. He had served two and half year of National Service. By right he should get his pink IC. But he is irresponible. I got no choice but to inform my Sir some matters. I was counting maps for weeks. And found out that many maps are misplace. I can't let my upper study just leave all these to me. So, my sir and sergent make him find the maps. He can't find them. And kept telling me to cover for him. Are you crazy? I need to fake out a T-Loan form. If I am caught, I will be send to jail. Siao. I tell my sergent that those maps is not found. So they freeze his IC. Statements and many investigation might carry out if i tell my boss. So i didn't. Coz i don't want to make it big. Too bad for him. He can't ORD. Hope he faster find the maps... Miss you girl...

Spot check

2006-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tired day. Wake up early for spot check. Tired. Catch people with camera handphone and people with untax cig. They are very unlucky are sure. Haha... Then i type the report and then wait for time to pass... Sian... Miss my girl girl...

2006-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Finally my duty is over and handed over to the next guy. I quickly head back to my office. To my horror so many rubbish. Haiz. What to do? Clear lor. It will not magically disappear. Clear every thing. Then I went back to bunk and bath. Rest for ten minutes, I headed back to office. Don't do what. Just acting busy i think. I very tired coz i sleep five hours only. Tired. Hope that the day ends fast. Then i was informed thast tomorrow got guardhouse spotcheck. Argh... Sian. Wake up early again...

Duty Duty Duty

2006-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Heehee. Today is my first time doing the Company Orderly Sergent(COS) Duty. I know the duty is quite relax one. So happy. But this happy didn't last long. I got a bad headache. My head like crashing... So bad. Then i got arrowed for some work. I thought i got time to finish but in the end, i got a lot of other errand to do. So sian. Last week, the entertainment room are enlistee was opened. Now the COS must open the room from 11:30am tp 1:30pm and 5:30pm to 10:30pm. Wah... Wasting my time. Oh my god. So at night i open the room till about 7pm. Seeing nobody come, i locked it and go back to my office. Got work to do. Save me. My work come to an end at 12midnight. Then I do some house keeping in the office. Super tired. Haiz... Morning need to wake up early too. Sad. So i now only can wait for my next COS duty on 10Jun...

Book in day

2006-05-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

It is sunday again. Sian... Today didn't go out. Stay at home and rot. Whole day do nothing. One week never meet my girl girl le. So sad. So sian. I miss you very much dear. Muack... Got to book early. The next day got Company Orderly Sergent (COS) Duty. Sian... See ya...

Sat so sian...

2006-05-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today is boring. My girl girl's papa is back from oversea, but she don't seems happy. Don't know why. Maybe she miss me more than her daddy. Heehee... Sian leh. Nothing to do then play maplestory. Haiz. Tomorrow cannot meet my girl coz last sunday i came back late. So got kind of punishment. I can only go out on sat. But today my girl is busy, then nvm. Sad but it is my fault coz i can't meet her tomorrow. Sorry dear. But think again, whole day do nothing at home feels not bad. Better than staying in my office wait for people to arrow work for me to do. Sian... -_-''' Hahaha... Maybe go back and play a bit maplestory or call my girl girl. But i think she is watching "I not stupid 2". Enjoy dear. Muack. Love you...

Friday= Bad day

2006-05-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today is mess. Morning i fail my IPPT. Sian. Not fit le. Must train. Haiz. Sad. Nvm. Today my upperstudy is back from his leave, but i got some progam in the afternoon. So he can't tell me more about the maps. I will be lost. Then in the afternoon i went for some exhitbition at tuas. I left early with some of my friends, hoping no one find out. In the end when i reach the bus stop near my home, my sir call and scold me. Then in the charge call and scold me, wanting to charge me. I was so worry. I say sorry so many time and i rush back in cab. Back there got tons of scolding. Then the sir there was very nice. He say he know that i know my mistake and help me to talk things out with the in charge. So, some how i am ok, my friends are in trouble. Haiz. I was sad and down, everyone is scolding me. I tell my girl girl and she tell me off. Say i this say i that. All my fault. Meet up with my dad, i tell him about, in the end he tell me off. I was so sad that i sob sob in the car when he is buying dinner. No one cares for me. No ear nor shoulder. Maybe this is a part of a growing man. It is hard for me. I am sad. Who knows? Who cares? No one... Maybe a early sleep can do. Haiz...

Tues toooooo Thursday

2006-05-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry if i put it too brief. Sian. Tired, everyday count map and my boss walk in and out. hardly got chance make my blog laster longer. Haiz. I start this blog cannot let it die. Must write, must blog. Hahaha.... I think this week i spend a lot of money on food. I think must cut down. Haiz. Sian. Miss my girl girl every day every night...

What a day...

2006-05-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

My week has started. Sian. Today nothing much le. Morning i go gym and not play squash coz i haven't change my grip. Haiz... Counting maps. Maps. Every cupboard i open, i see map. Scare of maps. Sian. Hope the day ends asap. My girl and i are back to normal. No more quarrel. Happier le. Sleep. Very tired...

Sunny Sun Sunday

2006-05-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday is here. Not bad. Coz i meet my girl girl for movie. But we meet late coz i lazying around in the house. Then i meet her at late afternoon then go eat mac. Coz i wanna try their new chicken drumstick. So on our way to mac, i meet my uncle and his family making spec. I was shock coz they stay at choa chu kang yet they come to ang mio kio. That is far lor. After the dinner, we went to watch The DaVinCi Code. My girl likes a lot. So we go watch lor. But during the show, i was very very lost. My girl don't want to tell me what is happening. Sad. Nvm lor. After the show, it is eight plus le. Some how me and girl quarrel because of the movie. Sian. Everyday quarrel. Haiz Go home late. Book in late. Very tired.... Bad day afterall...

Sat sat sad...

2006-05-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sat is so sian... Didn't go with my dear coz my mum not working. But then, my mum suddenly ask me to invit my girl girl for dinner outside. So happy and excited coz i got chance to meet her, although we can only hold hands, it is ok. So my parent pick her at tiong bahru. Then we intended to go bugis area to eat streamboat, but there isn't any parking lot. It is full people. Some many. So we went to marina square. At first we can't find. But just as we about say bye bye to marina square, we found one. Then we went to eat Seoul Garden. Wa not bad. The food is nice and not pack. Lucky. Then we shop a bit at a DIY shop and then send my girl home. Sian but happy...

Friday day day day...

2006-05-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

It is friday. So happy. My boss on leave coz his son is sick. Hope he rfecover soon coz my boss will be in a bad mood when his son is sick. Such a caring father. Today actually my boss book the computer lab for my branch people to play lan games. All of us are happy. We play battlefield 2. Haiz... I always kanna kill. My friend play cheat. They use tanks and heilcopter and shot me. So painful. Me? I normal troop. Haiz. After that, they play DONTA(don't know if i spell correctly). Again i was a newbie, or noob. I got hunt down by my friends. So sad. But it is fun. Then finally book out le. I went to meet my dear dear for dinner, miss her a lot. After dinner i send her immediately coz her stomach pain pain. No choice sad and diappointed and then it makes me angry. Haiz. But nvm lor. Hope she recover soon...

Tuesday to thurday

2006-05-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tuesday is very boring day. Nothing much to wrie le. Haiz...
Wednesday got exercise lor. Tiring le. Count maps. Making camp pass. Daily work. Sian.
Thursday getting less sian coz weekend is coming but still sian... Haizz...

Monday and it Monday Blues

2006-05-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

It is monday... I almost oversleep until my dear call me.. Thanks dear. So tired and lazy. First thing in the morning is live activity. I went to play squash, but my grip is spoil, causing blister on my thumb... :( Nvm... Be like a man... I rest in bunk a while then went office and start my day. Start my day with? Map counting... Arh... I finish two trays full of maps ten i went to do office security inspection. Finish it with a report on the inspection. Then slack a bit then start blogging. Now just wait for the the day to end and start the next day. I finally understand what meant by " The only easy day was yesterday." Same thing for now... I still miss my girl girl...

Happy Mother's Day

2006-05-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yoz. It is Mother's Day. I hereby wish my mother, my grandmother and a mother to-be Happy Mother's Day. It is your day. You work hard to run this family. jia you. And for the mother to-be, i bet you know who. Cause she always read my blog... Her surname is Tay soon the letter "Y" will change to letter "N"... Haha... Love you all. Today is a bit sian although it is mother's day coz i need to go back camp... Sian. Sad... Miss my dear. I don't wish to go back. But i have no choice, this is not my father's army. Haha... So at night i went my grandparent place to celebrate. Haiz... Very normal one like every year... Sian... So sian... Back to wear uniform. Haiz... Sian... Ahh ahh...

Surprise for me?!?!?

2006-05-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

I woke up later than usual. Call my girl and then i speak the wrong things and quarrel. I was really upset with myself and had broken down into tears. I had plan the day to go out to zoo with my girl girl but in the end... Haiz... Sorry to quarrel dear. No one is at home, thus i kind of miss my lunch. Nvm lor... At 2 plus i cook cup noodle to eat. Then my dear call me and she said " Open the door". I was like " Huh??? Why? What happen? " Then she appeared at my doorstep. I will so happy and surprise and touch glad and moved and many many more. She buy chicken cutlet for me. So happy. After my wonderful lunch, my girl and me goes watch movie. The one about some big ship sinking. Very nice. Had a nice dinner with her and send her home. Very happy. Dear, love you... Muackz...

Class gathering

2006-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

It is Vesak day... Lazy morning i had. Call my dear and talk a bit. Play my maple a bit. Then in the afternoon go temple pray a bit. Then go my grandparent and see them a while. Coz i meeting my classmates at 6pm. But in the end they say 8pm. Haiz... Nvm luckily i found some friends who are out already. So i meet them and kill time. I will shopping at Marina Square, then i saw a very nice bracelet. I bought it for my dear dear. Coz i upset her, i intending to cheer her up the next day. Then my classmates and I went to Hog's breath place. The food is super expensive. But it got some standard. We talk a lot a lot. And i somehow neglected my dear. This is bad lor. So After the dinner i went down to her house to give her a surprise hopefully can make her happy. When i reach there, i ask her if she is hungry. She ask if i buy food for her, then she say don't want. Then nvm lor. I reach outside then i tell her to open her window and she was surprised and shock. Although she face show no emotion but i think she is surprise lor. Better be or else i will... I gave her the bracelet and ta ta she is happy. Yeah... I made my trip worthwhile. Haha... So happy. I just to let her know that she mean a lot to me and i love her a lot... Muackz...

Happy Thursday

2006-05-11T12:51:00.000+08:00

Heehee... I am happy today cause i make up with my girl girl last night, she wants as face to face, a heart to heart talk. Then ok lor. I feel we need that too. Then tomorrow is Vesak Day. It is a holiday. Yeah... Then tomorrow i having a class gathering. Seeing my friends again after so long. Wonder how is their in their army or uni... Last night i came from my night sercurity inspection at around ten thirty. Super tired. But i still must call my girl girl. It is a must, why? Coz i miss her. Miss her so much that during the cold war I didn't eat a single mouth of food. Haiz. Sorry again dear. Muack...

Regrets & Sorrys

2006-05-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

I just read my girl girl's blog. I know it is my mistake. Sorry. I do not have enough courage to face you nor talk to you. Maybe i can only face you through this blog. Sorry for what i did. I try to change and reflect on my mistake. Hope you can forgive once more and accept me again. If you really think i am a fun niao to you, then i will never bother you nor interfere with your life. If you think we should not be together then i got one thing to say, we are and should meant to be together. Days without you are bad. It is madness. I am going crazy every min every second. I really lost. I need a guiding road or path. I am sorry, pls don't leave me. Even if you do leave me, you will never ever be able to leave my heart... Sorry...

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Quiz - Die Another Day...

80th entry...

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It is been a while...

Days to examination...

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Another week has passed...

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Lab Lab Lab

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Yesterday and today

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Life is back to an empty world...

Stressful weekend...

Monday bluezzZZ

Assignment?

No Title

Borinng!!!

After such a llooonnngggg time!!!

Late for meeting up

Happy anniversary

Friday, staying in for sat's rehearsal.

Finally can meet

Boring Part 2

Boring

What is the use of off day?

Sunday is not a Super Sunday

National Stadium again

Ahhhh!!! My ankle...

Uniform for sewing...

Hey sir come take your walkie talkie

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Off Day

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Duty Duty Duty

So fast friday

Kenna inspection Part2

What? I kanna inspection?

Back to work

Boring Monday...

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NDP Rehearsal

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What a day...

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Monday and it Monday Blues

Happy Mother's Day

Surprise for me?!?!?

Class gathering

Happy Thursday

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